Sunday, September 30, 2012

To do:
-Make close friends here whom I can talk to when I'm sad.

Things I have done this weekend:
-Cooked lunches for the coming week.
-Baked cookies for a coworker's upcoming birthday.
-Fetched some things from parents' house.
-Donated a bunch of stuff to Goodwill.
-Finished the GORGEOUS chair I bought from Purl. (He delivered it without a finish on it.)
-Done 80% of the work on an awesome model of an animal cell for the upper elementary class. I'll try to remember to take pictures when I'm done.

Got an email from Keegan. It was calm and friendly, just a check in. I started crying.

I'm not even sad about breaking up with him anymore. I don't miss him. He's a nice man, I'm a nice woman, it didn't work out, we broke up, I left, and that's OK.

It's just sad that what was once a vibrant love and friendship is now a stilted email exchange. That's all. And I just wish I had someone here to talk to about it. I could use a hug.

Well. I'm working on it. In the meantime, I have my guitar, I have my blog, and I am strong enough.

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